ever since i was a kid, i have this thing for spells, witch crafts and witches. =) i even imagined having powers like them and i really do some " potions" with "basic prayers" which eventually doesn't work. haha! :D i even aspired being a mermaid when i get 18, or you know stuffs like that. (oh god, now i realized how stupid and weird i was in my childhood. lol)

but even now that i'm in my last year as a teen, i couldn't get over the fact that i am really obsess with witch crafts! the spell which i am really dying to know and master is the LOVE SPELL. well, who wouldn't?

once in my high school days, i did something very strange. i tried to cast a spell to my exes for them to get back to me, plead, and like, be obsess with me. i just did that 'cause i was hurt. there includes frying the pictures first, then saying some words, then burning it.. and then i have to collect the ashes and then put in a piece of paper and then write their full name and i have to put it under my bed. soo pathetic i know.. but you know what? i guess faith really makes things come true. i believed with all my heart that it is gonna work. and before the year ended, they really make up to me. they want reconciliation. i was kinda shocked because i didn't thought that IT IS GONNA WORK. but after that, it ended too soon. i guess the effect was made for temporary love. i enjoyed though. it was really fun. ;)

and now, i'm planning to do some rituals again..oh i really wish i would find and meet a real person with real spells. i saved some instructions with me and whenever i'm ready, i'd surely go for it. i'm just waiting for the right time and moment. and the spell that i'm planning to do is about love again but doesn't include my boyfriend right now. i just want to be admired and loved by my crush. haha! :D .....and again pathetic me. ggrrr.. oh, well.. people got to do what they got to do. everybody has their own thing.... AND I GOT MINE. ^_______*