im a BITCH.

Lately, i realized i'm pushing myself to the end. i'm not saying that i'm a CERTIFIED BITCH, it's just that i find myself almost every year falling deeply inlove with someone. or maybe it's just that i fall in love easily. (that is my disease and my weakness) but then after falling for that someone, i lose them easily. (maybe the saying "easy come,easy go" is real after all.)

i know i have a boyfriend but it's not bad to admire someone while you're in a relationship right? i mean it's just a simple crush, as long as you won't nurture the feeling..and my guy understands me completely. (and i'm sooo thankful for having a boyfriend like him^__^)

I wonder why i never learn my lessons,.. i wonder why i never get contented. or is it really that contentment i'm looking for? ..'cause honestly i don't know myself either. tsktsk

for now,.. i'll just stick to my guy, make him happy, and work on our relationship to last. =)



p.s.

my status: IN A 4 YEARS&counting RELATIONSHIP (HAPPY&CONTENTED)