they say 'first impression lasts'..well i definitely agree with that,but i just hope people would also understand that it's only an 'impression'..so it doesn't mean that you'll be basing the attitude of a person depending on what you have thought of about him/her in just a single glance! It just annoys me because...this is the problem with me..with the people whom have judge me in just a single glance..why don't they approach me first for them to be able to know that i am not just a pretty face and 'a girl whose SO taray and arte'..well,who would like to be called like that??..
like for this instance,well we all know that classes
just started,and hey!..it;s not my fault if i shifted from nursing to business administration right??..i mean,I'm expecting more from the BA,not bunch of students who ignores me every time i tries to talked with them!..darn..they're just not so nice!i thought I'll be meeting new and old friends!..but ..just look what's happening..uurrgghh..and by that...it gives me reasons not to go to class..i don't want to cut class,but if people around me wouldn't care,then why should i go to class??..i mean..uugghh..i know it's for me too,i know it's for my own good..but who would i talked to or even say "hello's" if no single damn student would even care that I'm 
there!!??..it's really hard..now i really do believe in the saying 'no man is an island' because i really can't live without friends or companies..*sigh*..i just wish i could turn back time and ....and...i just wish I'm in the nursing department again..you really would not appreciate things unless they have been taken away from you..I'M SUCH A FAILURE..not just to myself,but also to my families and friends..i just hope God didn't bother to create me..or stuffs like that..you know..maybe if i wasn't here,there would be happiness and peacefulness.
like for this instance,well we all know that classes
just started,and hey!..it;s not my fault if i shifted from nursing to business administration right??..i mean,I'm expecting more from the BA,not bunch of students who ignores me every time i tries to talked with them!..darn..they're just not so nice!i thought I'll be meeting new and old friends!..but ..just look what's happening..uurrgghh..and by that...it gives me reasons not to go to class..i don't want to cut class,but if people around me wouldn't care,then why should i go to class??..i mean..uugghh..i know it's for me too,i know it's for my own good..but who would i talked to or even say "hello's" if no single damn student would even care that I'm 
there!!??..it's really hard..now i really do believe in the saying 'no man is an island' because i really can't live without friends or companies..*sigh*..i just wish i could turn back time and ....and...i just wish I'm in the nursing department again..you really would not appreciate things unless they have been taken away from you..I'M SUCH A FAILURE..not just to myself,but also to my families and friends..i just hope God didn't bother to create me..or stuffs like that..you know..maybe if i wasn't here,there would be happiness and peacefulness.
No comments:
Post a Comment