..oNe Love..

I've been with this guy for almost 3 and a half years now,and i can tell that he is really the one. though i know I'm still young and still can find another,i don't want to wait and lose this one. he too feels the same way and he knows that this thing we have is not something to be taken for granted for. we had come along way already.

i once given this relationship up,and i know it hurt him so badly,it wasn't my fault because I'm not that martyr and dumb not to feel that I'm being taken for granted.i explained it to him and he understood me just the way i wanted to be understood.but as days gone by,i know it worsens the situation.i can feel his burden because after all that we've been through we had become so much attached to each other that we're able to know already what's being felt by the other.i tried not to cry 'cause I'm sick of crying over him while he doesn't even give a damn single care.so the time came and it was his time to cry over me,i felt so horrible watching someone cry over me and begging for me to come back and stay.he even promises to do whatever i wishes for him to do.but that didn't stop me of my plan. i have reasons why i can't get back to him. and until now he doesn't know what it is 'cause i don't have the guts to spill it out.i did not intend to play with his feelings.i just can't help it and it happens without any warnings.he waited for a month for me to get back to him again.and i can say that he's waiting was worth it.

now that we're together again,i can say that..'it is really happier the second time around'. i promise to treasure this relationship that we have again and give the best and more of me. i know he'll be likewise. i know things happens for a reason, and trials do make us more stronger each day. it also helps us to be the best that we can be. and loving,sharing and caring are the things that i have understood and learned more from this experience,not just from the word itself but also the deeper meaning of it.