i don't know what to type, where to start, what to think. basta lam ko, nasa-sad ako now. and i'm trying na wag mag isip nang kung ano. 'cause i don't want to cry. :( (crying makes me weak, emotionally&spiritually)
by the 11th of march, mom will have her bone marrow examined. they'll be flying to manila by that day.
my sister explained to me why, she said that ..alam ko nman daw na mom's having a somewhat decrease sa WBC. its like paulit-ulit na lang. and parang something's wrong. so they decided na magpa-check up na. she also told me na we should pray for her and hope na "wala".
kahit na sa pag-type lng dito, parang i wanna burst na into tears. i can't help kc to think sa mga mangya2ri. hais
parang `di ko maa-accept tlg. urgh. :
..tska bat si mommy pa? pde nman ako. hais
..di ko tlg maintindihan yan na WBC, ibig sabihin ba na anemic si mommy? eh ako, anemic din nman ako ah. di lang halata. and pag-anemic ba automatic na it'll lead na to leukemia?? :O i don't get it! hmfp.
tska bat ba tlg si mommy pa!? ang dami2 nmang jang BAD, bat si mommy pa? ang dami na ngang nara2mdaman ni mommy, tapos mag da2gdag n2man. hais.
i'll stop na 'cause wala to papu2ntahan. umiinit lang ulo ko, ke-aga aga. :
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