so much of a man or just a fake?

i went to manila just this May, and there i happened to meet a guy whom at the very first time i felt something. it wasn't a love at first sight nor a starstruck or something, all i know is there was a SPARK..he's not a very handsome man, nor full of richess. he's just an average man.

as days gone by, i learned more of him and the experiences that he has passed which made me adore him more. i felt this eagerness to know him better, and as the result, i got very conscious whenever he's around which made me not to talk to him directly.

i learned that he has a family of his own whom he loves so much. i thought he was single. (but i'm not really expecting something..you know what i mean.) i just got confused because i could also sense something from him. it's as if he likes me too. i can say that because i always caught him looking at me. and same as me,he too couldn't talk to me directly. but he finds some pick-up lines to make me laugh together with the group.

i found out that he has been a naughty boy since his teenage life. girlfriend there,girlfriend here,girlfriend everywhere. i also found out that he had worked in saudi arabia for almost ten years, which made me more like him. ('cause i adore guys whom are very responsible). whenever he talks, i could always tell that he is an educated person. his words are full of sense and never did we get bored. he surely has a sense of humor but has a sense.

once we had a chance to get alone, i sat there beside him..and ofcourse i started to talk first, 'cause i thought it was my chance. we talked and talked. but it didn't take long because my mom came along. our conversation was cut and well, we never got the chance again to talk.

the following day, it was our time to go home. go back to bicol and say farewell to those we had met for the past days there in manila. and ofcourse, he was there. he accompanied us to the airport. but never did i saw him looked at me, and never did i hear him say GOODBYE:(

i wasn't that sad, because i'm not really expecting something from him. it's just that, i want a little you know, like friendship maybe?pppfftt..but what the heck. i'm home!and he's gone for good.


p.s.
he's our driver.