wE boTh knOw.

i talked,you listened,

you talked,i walked away.

you called,i tried to listen,

you ask for my understanding,i smashed the phone.

leaving me is not your decision,and i do understand.

but i'm just not ready for another change,'cause you know how i've been when you're not around.

so if things would be like this,i'd rather choose to let go than to hurt you in a different way and i know that you know what i mean.

i know i shouldn't be doing this,'cause i'm not the only one whose suffering;

i know this is our fight and at the same time a test.

i understand what and how you're feeling,'cause i'm actually feeling the same thing;

i just can't finalized yet my decision 'cause i might just be the one who'll suffer,and things are not that clear yet to me.

i just really don't know what to do right now..and i do hope you would understand.