chAngEs...

i thought everything was in normal mode again,but i guess not. i thought having him back was the best solution, but why now everything seems to be in bad situation...i don't know if it's my fault or his. i don't know if I'm just being so bitchy all this time and being childish. all this time,I've been feeling something that i know will make us uncomfortable. but i just ignores it every time it tries to come up on my mind. but now,i guess we can't hold it any longer and it just happened without any sensible reason. and the problem with us is that, we have so much pride in ourselves. that even if it would put our relationship into an end, we would take it for granted and will still be having that pride in us...hhhhaaaaiiizzz..i'm so troubled...what will i do??arrrhhhgg..sometimes i don't know if the problem is in me or in him..i just hope we'll be able to grow up and learn to face our problems with courage. and i do hope also that we'll really make our relationship last longer..or even forever. i know everyone changes for a matter of time, and that nothing lasts forever, but i just hope it won't happen to us.